Letting go

2015 was without a doubt the hardest year of my life ! I went through so many battles that nobody understood or maybe didn’t want to . I had to let go of a lot of things including relationships with  some of the people that I love the most . I’t was more than emotional pain , it ran deep and was physical and emotional as well. So many people turned their backs on me and GOD was always there to pick me up and keep me going ,even when I had no desire to keep going .GOD sent people with kind words, some with provisions and some to allow me to feel needed , something that I longed for throughout this entire time . Although our battle isn’t over , we have came along way and I have grown in ways that I never would have if I had not been allowed to see the true colors of people that I thought loved me and would never betray me .I am still struggling with some things and it will take time to heal . Being an empath makes it difficult to fake my feelings , not that I want to or need to .I’m never going to allow myself to feel inferior again. I have asked GOD to forgive those who purposely hurt me and I feel satisfied that God will take care of me and give me beauty for ashes . I am blessed today and always .


One thought on “Letting go

  1. Thanks for sharing this (struggles and all)!
    When the waves of life are rough I try to remind myself that even though Jesus is in the boat with us it doesn’t mean that we won’t go through the storms. It does mean that Jesus will go through the storms with us if we allow him to.

    John 16:22- So also you have sorrow now, but I will see you again, and your hearts will rejoice, and no one will take your joy from you. (Jesus’ words)


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